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As I sit here I'm reminded of times gone by I see your face I smell your hair I feel your warmth My one desire is forgiveness The knight you think I am Is only a shallow facade The real me is meek Fear of losing you Fear of messing up Fear of insecurities Fear of starting Fear so formidable forces fancies from forming I'm afraid of you Afraid of rejection Afraid to make a bad impression Afraid you won't be interested Forgiveness for feeling fucking feeble I wish I could face you But fear holds me back Fear of loss Fear of change All I need is your forgiveness For I am weak I hate how afraid I am I don't even know you yet But when I meet you I

  It all began in the beginning. He stood there with His arms raised, erect against the new, shifting and colorful background. He slowly lowered His hands and turned around, facing the gathered host. The brightest of them stood behind Him, shining like the morning star. He opened His arms, as if to press the host to his bosom, and spoke to them. "These are my people, made in my image. Kneel before them." The entire host fell to one knee, crossed their right arm over their chests and lowered their heads in a bow, save one. He alone remained standing, his glow brighter than ever, uninhibited by the masses that masked it when stood. The glow

You don't know how much this hurts You keep chasing after my friends But you don't realize they don't want it Most of them hate you for what you did Hell, I should too, but I cant I should hate you for the lies For the names behind my back For the fake excuses For leading me on and dropping me far For about a year of silence and avoidance I know you regretted it the moment you said it You regretted from the start I'm not even sure if every thing you told me was real That's probably where I went wrong This was my first real relationship And I was trying to not screw it up When you told me those things, I didn't know what to d